happy birthday, nic.

should i be honest about today?

i think i shall.

i think. this is probably the loneliest birthday i've ever spent in my entire life. hahaha.

not that no one wished me happy birthday.

i was really happy to receive 3 calls, 20++smses coupled with 70 facebook wall posts from friends, all wishing me happy birthday <3>

but it felt weird that the people who i met in person today were people who didn't even know it was my birthday. it's different to have people wishing you in person, compared to texting you "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUACKS". although i was really happy to receive so many of the latter, (really i was!) it was weird when no one in church...well yeah. except sweet emily <3>

i think. i'm expecting too much. :/

after all, dad and mum brought me for a nice lunch together. and i got to go to kino. and far east and bought 2 pairs of nice pretty flats. <3>

but it just feels like something missing. :/

hmm.

i'm not really sure what.

the noise, maybe?

or, the company?

i'm not sure.

well. all i know is that i spent most of today chionging projects and Talentime work.

New Media due on Mon (few hours time)

Japanese Studies due on Tues

Talentime on Thurs WHOOHOO

and i am thoroughly stressed and feel as if i have wasted my birthday away. :C

*is sad*

i guess i miss my friends...? haha. this is what i get for not being thick-skinned enough to organise a party for myself. HAHA that would make me rather narcissistic, wouldn't it? :/

so yea. not much happened today. nothing exciting, nothing different.

i guess this is what happens when my bday falls on a weekend.

on a side note i am wondering whether mummy is going to let me stay in hall in year 2 because she seems to be finding hall fees rather unnecessarily expensive and is trying to get me to come home more often.

...shit. :C