the results.

it's like waiting for a bus that just won't come, and when it finally comes, making you feel eager, hopeful and excited, you're disappointed again because the bus is far too full to let you in.

they announced the names of the people who got 9, 8 anf 7 A1s. i watched proudly as the pals swiped position after position, hoping that i could hear my name somewhere in the long list of names, but i never did.

when the results came back, i was just shocked. stunned. dumbfounded. bewildered, etc etc.

people did better in the Os than they did in the prelims. i was the exact opposite.

i'm having mixed feelings over the results. it was hard to talk to someone about the results, cuz i didn't do that badly, yet i failed to meet my own (and my parent's expecations). i felt i was being mean and insensitive to some of the people that didn't managed to score that well. i didn't know what to say and i didn't know who to go to for advice.

so thank you, 75, for going for dinner with me and totally chering me up. and thank you, my darling SC friends. without you guys, I'M NOTHING. :)