what a horrible day.

well. i expected Results Day to be bad, but this was indeed Bad Beyond My Expectations.

the day started with me sleepily grabbing my phone and clicking on the first message i saw in my inbox.

which happened to be the Push SMS that displays your results and your CAP.

and my day just keep going down from there.

my Korean and 2208 were TERRIBLE. and my CAP dropped like CRAZY. i was so freaking appalled, i was speechless and emo throughout the whole morning and afternoon. managed to push aside the emo-momo during evening thanks to Jasper, KengWee, and Elm, but i felt terrible about my results for the rest of the day.
i still do.

i'm going to have to do super well to pull my CAP back up to its original of 4.0. this means As and more As. :/

...i don't get As in uni. this might be a problem.

and now that i CAN in fact S/U Korean, i'm going to have to explain why my CAP is still below 4.0.

also, on my way to Plaza Sing before Elm's, i was questioned and interrogated, vexed and annoyed, shaken and confused by a street-evangelist. (for lack of a better name, let's just stick to street-e girl, though i think what she was doing can hardly be called evangelism) i believe God had a specific purpose for sending the girl to me, though i'm not entirely sure of it yet.

then @ POMO, a man was assaulted/robbed and killed, and his body lay on the front porch, right in front of the danz people entrance. it was really scary. and tragic. my first time seeing a dead body not in a coffin. ever. it was a really saddening and haunting scene..

and then at night, after Elm's, when i was with Wee and Jasper, i found out that Elm is gay. D: *cries*

well i hollered WHY ARE DOPE MALE DANCERS ALL GAY, Wee responded with the comment that "maybe it's a requirement".

and why can't straight guys be sweet and nice! *narrows eyes at Wee and Jasper, who avoided this question by staring intently at their phones*

i guess good stuff did happen today. like Elm's. and my haircut. and the realisation that there ARE dope straight male dancers. like Ryan Tan, Keone Madrid, The Then. (they are also all TAKEN.) i should be thankful for these :)

now, i'm going to lie on my bed, and think about what to tell my mum tomorrow morning, when i tell her that Korean can be S/U-ed and my CAP still isn't that spectacular.






...sigh.