sorry i can't...

I HAVE DANCE.

story of my life. xD

today's not been a very good day for me. so i wrote something to help chase away the blues for tomorrow's (effectively today's) jammed-packed-with-dance day.

(inspired by Pyramids by Trouble Over Tokyo -- SUPER NICE SONG.)

To Let Go.
I don’t really know if this will do
Whispering goodbye upon a trembling lip
Sometimes I really wish it could be you
But while I’m still standing here, let me say this

All my thoughts on you are wasted on a dream that won’t fade
A dream that’s real but not real enough to feel like it really lives
You’ve gone away and now you’re just a single speck in the dis-tance
And now I’m here, starting to let go

It hurts but I’ve no choice—oh oh
I’m just going to act like it’s okay every day
Because though I’ve tried so hard I find I just can’t
Get you out of my head

I’ve thrown all I can at you
But nothing works like I thought it would
You’ve always been far—out of my reach
I guess it has to be this way

All I’ve thought was just something that doesn’t really make sense
Just an illusion of my disbelief and maybe regret
You’ve gone away and now I’m crying by the tree we first met
And now I’m here, ready to let go

It’s not enough I can’t understand
This swan song playing on my heartstrings
Whilst I’ve still got my sanity
I’ll dance it all away

All my reasoning has washed out like a can of old paint
I’ll face the truth you’re nothing more than fleeting winds in my hair
You’ve gone away I thought you cared about me more than you did
And now I’m here, it’s hard to let go

All my thoughts on you are wasted on a dream that won’t fade
A dream that’s real but not real enough to feel like it really lives
You’ve gone away you don’t care about me, wait, no you never did
And now I’m here, I’ve let go

I’ve let go, and now the tears will flow