I beautifully decorate my hair and my nails

Just like they were treasures

So why are they simply cut from my body

To become dirty and eerie things?

...Because these were all

Nothing more than dead things to begin with.

-Tite Kubo

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you know those times that you try to salvage something that's dying or perhaps even already dead, 

knowing that it's pointless, 

knowing that it's hopeless, 

but simply doing it because it gives us a sense of comfort, reassurance, security or whatnot.

even if it's a false one.

i'm not emo lol, XD. it's just something i randomly thought about when i came across this quote in a bleach chapter (a very outdated one) i was reading.

bleach quotes make me think a lot.

about life.

about my faith.

and i would also like to add that lex is a very inspiring person. :)

i wish i'd met her and bettina sooner. :(

on a side note, i really miss sali, willy, and tacky very much. :(

i am currently changing subjects at a much faster pace than i usually do. 

which is really saying something.

oh yes, and today was my first day of work. it was rather fun, but also tiring. the jap girls were very cute. :3

...and i somehow have nothing more to say about it. :x

i would also like to add that i wished i could live away from my family for awhile.

i want to learn to live without anyone's help but God's. 

AND I FREAKING DON'T WANT ANYMORE EFFING 6.45PM CURFEWS.

i think grimmjow's one of the bad things that's turning me into a vulgar girl. :/ damn, why do i like people who happen to swear a lot. @_@ 

my other favourite bleach characters aren't much better either. @_@

...did i mention that mello and L have really sexy voices?

i didn't?

well, yeah. they do. 83