kong.

today, i am blogging because i'm feeling a little empty.

i guess it's because it's the first time there isn't any Blast! related activity going on in weeks. not even a lunch with Blast!mates or something like that. haha.

it wasn't that my day was a drag, because it really wasn't.

i had my first photography lesson today! and loaned a DSLR camera today as well! been playing around a little with it. i have to share it with a classmate, so i'm passing it to her on Monday, meaning that i'm going to be having it over the weekend, i.e. CFA Dance Marathon and Sixteen Crew Challenge! :D what a wonderful opportunity for photos!

had hall prac after that too, but my legs and butt are aching pretty badly from the lunges yesterday. yes, chiitarng, you were right. :/ i didn't expect them to hurt THIS much.

and now i've somehow ended up getting a free ticket from my friend to Eusoff Bash. :/

well i am leaving on the latest bus there and returning to hall on the earliest bus back.

i hate clubbing. why am i even going? because i don't want others to think that i'm unfriendly? maybe.

on a side note, tomorrow is a horrid day.

rushing to Ubi from hall for driving.
rushing back home (serangoon) to take Betts' pants.
rushing to esplanade to pass Betts the pants.
rushing back to school for lesson.
rushing to Marina Bay for a concert.

i hate tomorrow. :( well, the rushing around, at least.

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it's days like these when i like to question my life, to find out what fulfills me, and what makes me happy.

i like to assess my life, and see what's missing, and see what impact that missing "thing" has on me.




and today, i found out that sometimes, i'm just scared at the thought of being alone.