class BBQ

gah sorry jolyn for not waiting for you! X(

aside from that, adriano's probably taking part in campus superstar! woot! hope he makes it in!

was supposed to go out with the gang today--ice skating, but i couldn't make it. X( quite sad and guilty about it...

in short. it was fun, all the BBQ-ing, crapping around, teasing, suan-ing, niao-ing, and just talking. bonding. (the SC way, not the chinese high way, please.) i just wished i could have stayed longer...

I don't expect total freedom
I don't want total freedom
I'm just asking for acceptance
To let me make some of my own decisions
Let me make some, just some, only some
But not none
Some, just some, but please
Not none

I don't want you to leave me all to myself
But can't you just give me some control?
Let me make some decisions
Only some, just not none

I wanna stay out late
I wanna go out and play
Without someone constantly breathing down my neck
I want more time with my friends
I'd like some understanding on your part
But it's too much to ask...

somehow, i'm not so worried about swimming next week. although it's gonna be quite embarrassing to reveal my yucky body, it doesn't mean so much to me anymore. i'm gonna try and flatten the tummy, but i won't bother as much (as i used to). :) thank you, God.