strange mood.

i was in a really strange mood today.

i kept thinking of how fat i was. well, usually i DON'T do that. yes surprising as it may sound, i DON'T. it could have been cuz of the fact that my piano teacher and my maid rubbed it in. plus i was having lots of weird feelings. negative ones. i don't think it's PMS, neither do i think it's something serious tho. ^^

a strange thing happened at the toa payoh bus interchange. when the bus arrived, i, being the clumsy twit i am, dropped my orange file and was unable to pick it up. i felt so bad for holding up the queue >.< this lady behind me stood and watched as i scrambled to pick up my file. i panicked. i dropped my phone too. -_- still she stood there, *sings* watching, waiting (blink 182!). i dunno. i felt kinda of weird. i felt even weirder when she shoved me on the bus, though it might have been accidental.

don't get me wrong. i wasn't expecting help from her or anyone else. it was my fault. it's just that i may have done otherwise. :D

i suddenly realised how nice the song on my blog is!!! XD i love it. if anyone's wondering, it's called simple and clean from the game kingdom hearts which is where the pic on top ^ came from. performed by utada hikaru. :P

i wanna go watch invest! but i wanna go for guides too... where shld i go? *>_<