Thursday, December 03, 2009

life after torture.

exams are over, and the days are a lot more fun and meaningful.

what have i been up to? besides enduring all the "OMG YOU END EXAMS ALREADY?! YOU GUNDU WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING IN HALL", i guess i've been using the comp like electricity here is free. haha, and also using the dance studio like it's free too.

yes this is evidently a dig at the what i believe to be OUTRAGEOUS prices for December hall stay, considering that:
1) it's only for a month
2) no food is provided
3) i'm staying mostly to do stuff for the hall itself.

what the fishsticks is up with charging us close to 400 bucks anyway? :C
forgive me, i'm still trying to recover from the fact that so much money has been sucked out of my bank account. i'm going to have to save and scrimp like a shrimp to get back that amount again. x(

had our D-Arts rehearsal at Eusoff today. i managed to teach quite a lot, and i'm thankful for that, but after trying to work out future pracs, i began to get discouraged and stressed up again. i felt this way because all our holiday schedules clash like crazy, when i get back from Taiwan, Lydia's leaving, that kinda thing. it's so shitty, that the only time we're probably able to get everyone down (which is a grand total of FIVE people, btw) is probably 4 days before the event itself. very last minute, you see.

on a side note, the Xmas Performance @ Orchard Central is cancelled. although this frees up my schedule a little, i'm still pretty sad about it. performing at Orchard is something i've been wanting to do a long time. Tapestry was something like that, but this one's at Orchard Central, in the spirit of Christmas! finding out that we weren't going to dance for that anymore made me sad, albeit freer. sigh. when it comes to dance, i can be such a workaholic--the more work the better.

also, i think i use the word "shit" too much. it's starting to lose its vulgar-ness. i say it as casually as people say, "that's nice." i.e. "DOPE SHIT!"

i realised i really like how uni exams are like--once you're done with a module, that's IT. you don't have to carry forward the information from before (with the exception of Korean, because it's a language. very different, indeed.) to the next term and mug a whole huge shit load of stuff the next term, because you'll only be tested on the modules for that term. this also means one crucial thing:
NO HOLIDAY HOMEWORK OR PROJECTS.
which is AWESOME NEWS because now that exams are over, people are REALLY free. no more running back to rooms to mug for next sem or rubbish like that :) it's nice to see i'm not the only goon nua-ing at the dining hall after breakfast/dinner now. people are starting to take the time to relax and enjoy spending time hanging out with their friends, now that they don't have the constant worry of homework/exams looming over them. it's a nice feeling.

remember i was saying that i was upset about how i'm going on holiday and it's messing up all my commitments schedules? i'm starting to feel thankful that i'm escaping from all these commitments for awhile. although i'll miss dancing a lot for that one week, i'm glad i don't have to put up with shit from horribly clashing schedules, not being able to even get 5 people to meet on a single day (wts srsly), trying to fit in ACTING rehearsals amidst all my DANCE pracs, people asking me for deadlines and stuff and then being late and delayed and slow and INEFFICIENT sigh. it'll be nice to get away from this for awhile. though i am ashamed to admit that i will miss this hecticness and mad-rush-ness of my life during that one week.

i am looking forward to food and shopping. i'd like to stock up on 1) hiphop clothes and accessories and 2) nice pretty/cool clothes and accessories. i'd also like to get nice presents for my buddies for Christmas.

i'm considering investing in a scanner-printer for my room. i need a scanner, but i could always go back home and use the one at home during the weekends. the only drawback is that, i have to wait for the weekends. is it worth it, then? should i save the money for a new tablet instead? (alternatively i could save the money for next year's vacation stay. -_-)

i've been spending too much time on the comp and too little time with friends before i go off. the allure of this blinking colourful screen is just too much to resist.

and now i shall try to persuade myself to sleep.

forcing just doesn't work anymore.

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