freaking US applications are really stressing me out.

why the hell did i choose to apply for FIVE unis at one shot?

the amount of paperwork for each uni is making me sick. i'm sick of writing essays after essays all on the same boring topic--ME. and i'm sick of running out of different ways to phrase my limited positive personal attributes and resorting to lame cliches.

why the hell did i not hand in my teacher references earlier?

my CT is now leaving for holiday and will not be back till the school deadline is PAST. and now, i'm probably going to have to trouble her to help me with my reference while she's supposed to be holidaying and having fun with her family. x( arrrgghhhhh why didn't i think of giving it to her before A levels even started!

worse come to worse, i won't be applying for brown and NYU anymore. which isn't so bad cuz it means less to do and less to stress out over.

...DAMMIT A levels are over and I AM STILL FREAKING STRESSED.
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