it's funny how i always get to dance on fridays. HAHA. i hope this becomes part of a weekly routine whoohooo :P
went out with the class today to PS Carl's Junior where i kinda lived off leftovers (THANK YOU CARL'S JUNIOR FOR HAVING SUCH BIG BURGERS) since i only had about 7 bucks to spend today. -_- still managed to fill my damn dua3 tummy just by spending $4.50! yay the class girls rock:D:D:D thanks for letting me
after that, walked with dou-mah-su to SMU (for the first time) to DANCE. 8D i dunno what made me say, "OK!" when i'm usually too humji to go with a bunch of bboys to dance without any other girls coming along. i guess:
1) i missed dancing a lot a lot a lot and this was one good and hard to come by opportunity to DANCE ^o^
2) i've gotten used to their kuku-ness. -,-
SMU is niceeeee they have nice huge corridors and reflective glass everywhere as well as an underground food court (SMU's version of a canteen) and 7-11. :O oh yeah there's an underground travel agency too, i dunno why :s heheheheh
practised some grooving, gliding, waving, locking, and of course, freestyling, though i think my moves are still kinda limited when i just try to feel the music and let my body move naturally. after awhile i keep seeing myself doing the same stuff again. siannn. x_x but at least now if i make some effort, i can somewhat add other stuff inside besides knee swivels and isolations. :D if i try hard. wooot. x))
ANNNDDD i also had my first battle. though actually i hardly battled at all since i was too humji. x( rarr i totally can't last longer than 10 seconds in the battle arena, SHUCKS. i go in then i quick quick wanna zao liao. aiii i see even karlton's face i also scared, and he looks so cartoon lor.
i need to let Nikkaroo take over more.
Nikkaroo (my dance self and stage persona) is so much more confident and stronger than i am, she wants me to brush up on my technique the moment we rid ourselves of the burden of A's, so that i have the vocabulary we need for battles. then she wants me to take us into the battle arena and just let her do her stuff. i admire her confidence, i want to improve and grow stronger as a dancer with her, but it takes a lot for me to switch to her when i need to. i did it before during a few of shah's lessons, and DanceNight, of course, but, i can't really switch to her at will.
i sound schitzophrenic, don't i? :x
well, i just like to think of myself as a dancer as a separate person who is me at the same time, because she has so much more confidence, and, yet, humility than i do. she respects others, and she's also not afraid to show others what she can do. but at present, what she can do is limited, because of me. my weakness in technique and confidence is limiting her, so she can't showcase her best.
this just means i need to pia harder. after A's. :)
stupid wilson kept trying to lead me the wrong way out of SMU. XD haha THANKS FOR GOING HOME WITH ME ANYWAY, DOOD.
i'm looking forward to next friday. :) hope the random dance sessions will still be on.
btw, shaowee, you are so flexible, it's SICK. XD
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