Sunday, May 04, 2008

emptiness.

every day i spend not dancing makes me sad, and totally sapped of energy. haha ironically. after church today, i totally zoned out. slept so much but still feel like sleeping. i'm never like this on other days.. maybe it's an accumulation of fatigue...? hmm...

i'm so proud of all madders. i think this year's dancenight is really gonna be good. :) really praying that tickets will be sold out, because i think the show is definitely worth more than 7 bucks!! :x ohmygoodness why only 7. sighh.

lots of other things to pray for too. the madders are all falling sick, i'm one of the only few that hasn't fallen sick yet. x(( ahh must pray that everyone will get well soon and stop falling sick! and pray nothing wrong happens during pracs, that no one gets injured (especially the bboys x( always so worried for them...) and that everyone can hold out till next week!

wait a minute...

...OH MY. SHAKE IS NEXT WEEK. *screams*



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i feel like sleeping. feel like daoing math. feel like talking to someone. gahh.

i feel a little guilty that i'm feeling more warmth from my friends than my family. :(

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just read jiayi's blog. and i can totally relate to her. after all, we're in the same MAD, the same faccomm, the same exco... life is just gonna be so different after SHAKE. i just can't imagine not having prac to keep me awake and alive throughout lessons.

songs for sunshine was a brilliant end to our time as TEAM APOLLO. now i understand what ky meant by the feeling of gladness mixed a feeling a sadness that it's over. yesterday when i got back home, i also had a really strong sense that something was missing. i felt... kinda empty. it was somewhat like last year after MOSAIC. but at that point in time, i still had this year to look forward to. guess that doesn't exactly apply this year...




...i wish this could last forever.... :)

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