realize.

take time to realize.

no i can't spell it out for you
you know it's not gonna be that simple...

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i haven't been blogging for awhile. wow. now that i'm finally back here, i'm not really sure what to say.

okay. let's start with the weekly update. this week has been... okay let's just say i've had better weeks. :x yeah i guess i am kinda stressed about blocks. but there are so many other things going on that are kinda freaking me out. sometimes i just feel like going WAHHHHHHHH but instead i just sit and stone. =/ what a smart and constructive thing to do. stone.

no don't worry, i don't need to talk it out, and i'm not on the verge of doing anything silly. XD i just need time. time to sort everything out. time to give myself a tight smack and holler, "WAKE UP."

realize is a beautiful song. :)

okay so popololo went well, dance was nice (though it was only once a week, for once this week), i'm starting to get back on track with my homework... ARGH but i miss danceworks pracs! i miss staying back late every day to pia dance and choreo! i miss cleanup! i miss the tough practices! i miss going out for lunch or dinner with fuzebox and returning to practice late into the night!
i miss it i miss it i miss it. :(

i want to have that kind of life again. but my mum will seriously just humtum me if i dare to do stuff like that again. aiiii i will find a way to gain that sense of satisfaction again. :D

i think i'm addicted. to chocolate. and friends. and dance.

to think i just participated in a competition that actively discourages drug addiction. :P


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if you just realize what i just realized...