MISSING YOU GUYS.

i managed to keep myself off the com for a few days. wow. i'm quite proud of myself. *ego*

tapestry audition results are supposed to be out today! X) all the best everyone! :P

i'm really missing you guys a lot now. even more that i thought i would... i'm really missing the times we had during MAD.

i miss NIC. omg you have been such a great friend!!! :D you're always sticking by me regardless of the stupid crap that i get myself into and my endless complaining about one matter or another. you have this uncanny ability to make me feel better and make me feel as if i'm actually worth something. you're always supportive of what i do, and are always there to encourage me and give me support.
i really hope you get your desired exco position. no one i know handles admin better than you! seriously your 'anal-ness' is dead useful in situations like this, much as you hate to admit it. XD i believe you'll do a superb job. :) please have faith in yourself too!!! ^-^
oh yeah and thank you for helping me shop for my rubbish in malaysia. yay you're such a sweet dearie! *HUG*

and the batch that went to her house to haha de-stress:
i miss EZRA. you and your funny antics are always making me laugh and cheering me up! XD thanks so much for actually being willing to talk to me. :))
i got really worried when you used to talk about exco elections. omg you really don't know how imba you are, okay. your self esteem really needs some work. i should give like a big portion of my ego to you, then you'll learn to be more self confident.
you have no idea how much it means to me to have a friend like you. ^-^ you always manage to make me feel better when i'm feeling down, in little ways probably you yourself don't even notice. i'm sorry that i'm not able to do anything nice for you in return... X( thank youuu *hughug*

i miss JIADA. HAHA kid with the emo tendencies. XD you're good at cheering people up too with your actcute ways and good sound advice. :) you're awesome at talking me into feeling more confident and happier with myself. thank you for all your encouragements! X)) i'm gonna learn how to do your finger thingy. 8) *hug!*

i miss SIJIN. you're such a concerned, understanding and modest friend. but i know you have your crappy tendencies too, man. after all, you do hang with changjie. some of his crap is bound to rub off you, for sure. HAHA but don't worry. it's not necessarily a bad thing. X))) you're a funny person and it's a real joy havin you around. you can be so noble and righteous!
i think you'll make an excellent hiphop IC, so try not to be too modest if you do get it, okay? OF COURSE you don't have to be ego. i'll slap you if you are. but i'm sure you won't be. :) all the best! *hughug*

i miss CARLOS. you know what? nic and i were saying that you sms and type in a really unique way. (like a girl) HAHA just kidding. XD anyway thanks for being such a clown!! haha you're really hilarious at times, all the sudden outbursts and sudden bouts of laughter! X) stay happy optimistic and joker-ish! you really know how to brighten people's day!!! :D thanks so much, man! *hug!*

i miss NICK OH. HEH i feel like publicising your scandal with nic. :P but oh well i shan't be so evil lah. :)) thanks for being funny, cynical, SARCASTIC, and yet so darn fun. X) you and your pink shirt. -_- can't understand how people can stand wearing pink. haha. just kidding. X) *hug*

and of course i miss BONG. my darling bimbo. the days just aren't the same without having you around to goof around with. i feel sorry that you missed elections and stuff because of your little holiday, but i hope that you had fun all the same. :) thanks for the times that you stuck by me even when i was being a total pighead. i'm sorry for that... you've been a real supportive gal pal kind of friend and it was really awesome making fun of having fun with you!! XD competition for exco's real tough, yeah.. but either way you would make a valuable exco member, what with your optimistic, hopeful and never-say-die attitude.
you're really an inspiration. i have a lot to learn from you. :)
YOU GO GIRL. *HUG*

and my HIPHOP BUDDY GURLSS:
i miss ANITA. you're always so CUTE omg feel like squeezing your cheeks whenever you do/say something cute! haha you're one happy cheery person and you're always so understanding and sensitive and sweet. X) miss youuu. *huggies*

i miss DANTONG. and your WHACKY laughter! XD haven't seen you in quite a long while, miss you lots, dearies. when i next see you please laugh for me. i miss the laugh. JUST KIDDING. I MISS YOU TOO. XD *huggies*

i miss MISH and SUHUI and WEITING too. haven't seen you all in quite awhile!! hope weiting had a fun time playing with elephants in africa! and i hope mish and su didnt go too insane doing your AEP stuff. JIAYOU you guys are such fun fun friendsies! *huggies*

and the crazy bboys:
i miss THOMAS. HAHA APOLLO DIC. WHOO. you're crazy lah and you're always so encouraging and supportive and enthu!!! i think apollo will rise back up to where it used to be as long as we work hard! the other facs are also super imba and are working very hard too, so we've gotta keep up with them!
you've improved so so much in dancing and in choreo skills, i think you've really been working very very hard... so good job, man!! ^_^ all the best for exco! i think you'll make a good exco member!!! XD HAHA DO YOU WANT A HUG FROM ME. i don't think so. *hugs anyway*

i miss KUANGYONG. you crazy joker. i still can't forget when you tricked me and someone else into thinking that someone died on some china OCIP trip! always pranking us. XD but seriously, thanks for cheering us all up when we needed a morale booster with your antics!! X)))) gogogo athena DIC! X))) *hugs!*

i miss YUHAN. you can be so goofy and cartoon-ish at times!! heh funny person. XD thanks for believing in me and all of us, your support really made the difference, no matter how insignificant you think it is. thanks, man for all the encouragements and everything! :D me give you hug! *hug!*

i miss WEIMING AND WEICHI. i'm going to try to refer to you guys individually and not collectively anymore, cuz you guys are undoubtedly different and unique people :) thanks for all the jokes, funny moments, enthusiasm, and laughter you've shared with us! you guys really make a crazy pair and an imba team! X))) *hug*

i miss CASEY. and casey's hat. HAHA you're a really caricature sort of person, you know that. XD we're always laughin at your kooky antics and imba blur expressions! XD thanks for all those laughs, man. and all the best for exco!! XP your speech was really quite impressive. surprisingly. KIDDING. XD *hughug*

AND MY DARLING CLASS 75. VERON, WENYAN, JANE, ADRIAN, CHANGJIE, KELVIN, YOGI, CHENGLIANG, JOLYN, CHUAN, MONKEY, etc etc etc. i haven't seen you guys in a really long while!! miss you guys too.... X( <3

AND MY DEAR SC FRIENDS. dunno if you guys still remember me. hope you do, cuz i remember you too. XD
VICTORIA AH about 10 years friends and about 8 years besties! i miss you more than you know, girl... haven't been seeing you in a really long while...
MIN sweetie pie min i haven't seen you since NJ concert. X(
DEB fun whacky crazy girl hope you're having fun, man!! X)))
YING OH your exams are like over now right! CONGRATS. now your hols begin! 8P
YY don't be too stressed! i know you're smart and i know you can do it! ^_^
CAILING hey your exams over too right! enjoy the time now! XD
ROX haven't seen you since KAP!! heh good job, you imba counsillor! :D
KIKI thanks for the constant tags and encouragements over msn!!!<3
MIAN & FIFI but at least i can still see you guys in school. :)))

ps. i'm sorry for anyone i missed out. i'm randomly churning out names that come to mind. i still love you. :)))

love all of you guys a lot a lot a lot. X))) <3!!!! *huggies* sounds like pampers.

it's only been a few days. but i really do miss seeing all of you and clowning around with you guys.

my mum thinks i'm crazy. but i know better.

i'm not crazy. i'm MAD. :)