it's finally over. and everything has come to an abrupt halt.
the past few weeks has been simply amazing, we've grown so much as dancers and we've been through so much together! the past 2 nights were especially awesome and amazing! thank you, Lord, for watching over all of us all this time!
but all of a sudden, the emptiness is starting to flood back.
when bong and i were at the RUA last night, something about it made us want to stay. i remembered all our practices there, in that cozy, home-y underground dance studio--how we used to be so exhausted that we'd get out the mats and just sleep wherever there was enough floor space; or how we'd practise and practise till we were satisfied with ourselves; or how we cracked jokes and laughed and screamed and cheered till the ceiling nearly came crashing down...
i guess that's all part of being a dancer. the initial high, then the slow realisation that it's actually over. finally. and then you realise that you never wanted it to be over in the first place.
we've always dreamed of being upfront on the stage, dancing as performers, not guest items, or exploited items, or items that are just put in for the sake of filling space and time, but performers, running our own show. and we've finally got that wish. thank you Lord. :)
also,
thank you MAD and my wonderful fellow MAD-ers for making this such an unforgettable experience! love you guys loads!
thank you chinese dancers for your professionalism and expertise! you've all really shown me what it means to be a true dancer!
thank you my old SC friends, it was so great seeing all you guys again! thank you for all those gifts and the warm hugs and the good wishes and all that fun! it's as if we never parted. love you guys so much! X)
thank you 75-ers for coming to watch & support me and thomas! and thanks for those crazy gifts! they really made me laugh! love you all too!!
thank you everyone for coming to watch us do what we've always been dreaming of doing!
to jianlin, a drift closer, ghetto montage, femme, alilang, love it up, journey, wuminghua, purify, it started with a kiss, when guy meets girl, liu liu...
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.
now...what's next? fac comm interviews/auditions? tapestry?
...
yeah man. bring it on so we can do it all over again. ;)
the past few weeks has been simply amazing, we've grown so much as dancers and we've been through so much together! the past 2 nights were especially awesome and amazing! thank you, Lord, for watching over all of us all this time!
but all of a sudden, the emptiness is starting to flood back.
when bong and i were at the RUA last night, something about it made us want to stay. i remembered all our practices there, in that cozy, home-y underground dance studio--how we used to be so exhausted that we'd get out the mats and just sleep wherever there was enough floor space; or how we'd practise and practise till we were satisfied with ourselves; or how we cracked jokes and laughed and screamed and cheered till the ceiling nearly came crashing down...
i guess that's all part of being a dancer. the initial high, then the slow realisation that it's actually over. finally. and then you realise that you never wanted it to be over in the first place.
we've always dreamed of being upfront on the stage, dancing as performers, not guest items, or exploited items, or items that are just put in for the sake of filling space and time, but performers, running our own show. and we've finally got that wish. thank you Lord. :)
also,
thank you MAD and my wonderful fellow MAD-ers for making this such an unforgettable experience! love you guys loads!
thank you chinese dancers for your professionalism and expertise! you've all really shown me what it means to be a true dancer!
thank you my old SC friends, it was so great seeing all you guys again! thank you for all those gifts and the warm hugs and the good wishes and all that fun! it's as if we never parted. love you guys so much! X)
thank you 75-ers for coming to watch & support me and thomas! and thanks for those crazy gifts! they really made me laugh! love you all too!!
thank you everyone for coming to watch us do what we've always been dreaming of doing!
to jianlin, a drift closer, ghetto montage, femme, alilang, love it up, journey, wuminghua, purify, it started with a kiss, when guy meets girl, liu liu...
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.
now...what's next? fac comm interviews/auditions? tapestry?
...
yeah man. bring it on so we can do it all over again. ;)
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