thinking about those times.

staying at home after a fun week is seriously BORING. hmph. for one, i woke up at like what, 11 plus? argh! *grumble grumble*

so i spent the time doing funny stuff. i did the PGA file (and i'm still doing it), attempted to finish my pic of all you pretty people in your prom dresses (but only managing to complete half of bong), studied some jap (by reading it aloud to myself in another room, away from my ever questioning brother) and read some harry potter (and learning nice new words!).

also to quell my restless spirit, i decided to take a spontaneous walk to serangoon mrt to top up my card, after which i walked back home. ^_^ it was...refreshing. :D

a day without being around good friends feels really weird.... especially when you had so much fun the previous day. i know i'm supposed to be looking forward to the holiday to japan, but... hmm. i'll still miss all you happy people. ^_^

i've been doing a lot of thinking today. a lot of reverse psychology on, erm, myself. reflecting on past events (after close analysis of my previous blog entries from ages ago till now) and reminiscing about past happy events. so much has happened. we've all been through so much together. yet, some problems still remain unsolved. some old problems come back to haunt us, even if they've already been solved. hm. what to do with them?

fight it out with friends, with God at the helm of course :)

that's the simple conclusion i've managed to come up with. i won't brood on the past any longer. i'll cherish what i have today and stop abusing my wonderful friends (who have endured years of torture issued by me)! thanks guys, for everything. =]

the lyrics of the song playing on my blog are actually really beautiful (jessie that toy cow girl was singing it to her owner):

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was I
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other, that was all
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten,
I'd never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

When she loved me

it's true. when you know somebody (this can be taken to mean somebodies as well ;) ) loves you and somebody cares, everything really is beautiful. =)