RARR RARR

one small mistake and everyone's all too ready to jump at your neck.

i still can't get over it, even though it's been weeks? i told myself not to be petty, but i thought we were friends.

it seems that everyone is out to piss me off these days... or maybe it's just myself being irritable? yes, that must be it. i must be getting more irritable these days. maybe the weather? maybe the stress? the work? the obligations? the people? it must be it.

these separate issues of frustration pile up and come hurtling at you all at one shot.


couldn't get my light plot,
got scolded by bitches,
insensitive remarks from ungrateful "friends",
left out of outings i helped plan,
used and stepped over after my purpose has been accomplished,
bitched at for trying to help,
hurt time and time again,
sometimes by different people,
sometimes by the same people i hold dear.

i'm not perfect, but i try to be a good friend. i try. i really do.

but if it's going to continue down like this, and you are going to continue to hurt me with your tactlessness, insensitivity and utter assholery,

i can't guarantee that i can keep with this level of patience, understanding and tolerance as i usually do. =___=